Monday, January 12, 2009


"I'm coming down, coming down, coming down Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round Looking for myself - SOBER When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad Till you're trying to find the you that you once had I have heard myself cry, never again Broken down in agony just tryna find a friend"

im so in love with this song sober by pink, fucking brilliant in everyway maybe its a sense of my past hahaha =p. so im off till friday. and gonna use that time to draw/paint something amazing, hopefully. music is the key. =] i need to start on my projects - note to self - you should start making deadlines for these.

awesome time last night, we had a girlsnight in =] tons of laughs and supportiveness.

rawr rawr rawr i miss japan so much >< that sometimes i think my depression of it takes a huge toll on me, sigh aug 30th of this year will be 4 years since ive last been or seen home. =( unthinkable thoughts arise of the bad habits. i get so jealous when people go back to japan, its not fair hahaha take me with you.


Wednesday, January 7, 2009

how about that jam

If you really want to know something about me, you should know this: I like my music loud. I mean loud. I'm not talking the kind of loud where you parents knock on your bedroom door and ask you to turn it down. Please. That's amateur hour. When I say loud, I mean you-can't-hear-your-parents-knocking-and-the-neighbors-are-putting-a-for-sale-sign-on-their-house-and-moving-to-another-block-because-they-can't-handle-the-constant-noise-anymore loud. You have to turn it up so that your chest shakes and the drums get in between your ribs like a heartbeat and the bass goes up your spine and frizzles your brain and all you can do is dance or spin in a circle or just scream along because you know that however this music makes you feel, it's exactly right.

like going to a brilliant, i mean brilliant concert of your favorite band great beautiful ecstasy high feeling and the screams and singing along crowd jumping around with the bright lights coming across your face. *** that i want to draw, something that amazing to hit atleast an inspiration to someone.

haha ill get back at this later
xoxo jaycee

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

the double nine

so the new year has begun, time to touch up and live & pursue life to its potential. school starts up on the 20th, im excited because i have sociology, life drawing, and ceramics. yay mee. the new years has started pretty well, i must say =] seeing old besties, ahhh.

so cheers, for a great year ahead of us. ill post back up again, hopefully with my art shit or random blogs >< of stupidity nonsense.

xoxo jaycee